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Sunday, December 16, 2012

heart broke

why u treating me like this??
keep asking me why why why...
do you still love me?
cuz i dun feel it any more..
u make me miserable...
do you still rmb tht time u promise me u wont speak too loud to me or scold me?
and we both agreed tht we will brk up when u did this??
but u did..
even worse is u raise your voice just because i care about you?
Am i caring too much?
or u just dont love me any more...
i gave up to think man...
it is really really hard to actually care abt you anymore..
when i care abt you..
what i get??
u dont even listen to me....
still insist to bath at night...
and actually scold me?
u say tht wasn't scold...
but tht really really crushed my heart..
WHO ARE YOU NW???
the 1 tht concern about me..
when i sick...
what you do?
is tht so hard just to say 'Are you Ok?'
u said you care...
but U DONT!!!
i cant feel love from you...
i hate you this way..
you make me cried and cried last night...
whole night..
cant even get some sleep...
keep waiting for your message...
but u let me down.....
HW I GONNA TRUST YOU AGN????????

Friday, December 30, 2011

30.12.11

最终还是自己一个人伤心...
没力了...
也许只有你会了解我...
今天又在你面前哭了...
以前发生过的东西..
祷告的时候全部在我脑海里出现了...
真的很感谢你...
祷告后真的好了很多...
我爱你啊!!!
冷静一下,用一点时间收拾一下心情,发泄一下...
就应该没事了吧...

Monday, December 26, 2011

Finally back to normal...

Wasai....
long time no go church jor....
miss church vry much :(
Recently, plenty of thing just keep my mind busy....
but thx God...
he gave me peace to finally do something right...
all the photo....
all the post...
all thing about u...
make me feel...
U're happier without me...
So, i decided...
to follow god will...
be back friend...
maybe make me feel better...
haiz...
dun wan think to much liao la...
just pass everything to god... ^^
pray only la....

Friday, September 2, 2011

心真的很乱...
知到别人对自己喜欢的人所我爱你这三个字...
如果是你,你会怎样?
不懂为什么,就是越来越没有安全感...
很讨厌这种感觉... :(
真的很想把一切的东西喊出来啊!!!
家庭已经是这样了...
我真的不懂我还能怎样....
I really really like you, but the thing is I'm scared
cuz i don't want to lose you, what we have is rare
we have the perfect relationship now, just being friends
but if we go to the next level, will i lose you in the end?

Monday, August 29, 2011

Dai b, Dai b ^^

the spaces between my fingers are right where
yours fit perfectly
傻瓜,
每一次都要别人担心你...
担心你出事,担心你离开我...
真的很怕你不见叻…
你啊…
再想多一点就不要你了啦…
两年罢了嘛…
还有这么多年要陪我走,现在等一下都不能meh??
牧师都讲我是好人咯,一定会陪你走到最后的啦…
两年里面我也会在你身边陪着你,保护你,做你的避风港…
你害怕什么?  - . -''
虽然我懂我很多人追啦……  XP
但是我心里面的永远只能够装下你这个笨头笨脑的傻瓜……
谢谢你给我的一切 ><
马沁莹,我爱你!! <3
我的手两年后等你来牵……
you're my destiny

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

童话般的爱情...

I might been in love before,
but it never felt this strong...^^
u changed my life, my character in a good way...
really hope we can live happily ever after in this world...
just like in bed time stories ><
sweet u know ~
the book that u introduce...
actually makes me understand many things...
Sry i cheated u several times just for fun ><
love really need to be honest to each other...
so..
promise u next time i wont cheat u anymore larr...
and once i promise, i never break it ^^

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Holiday vacation

Port Dickson....
get a nice view of sunset here....
and the hotel(thistle) is really BEST!!!
got jacuzzi there, the beach are not perfect, but nice...
second day still safe a bat from getting throw into the rubbish bag by room service de worker...XD
and also went to petting zoo....
the rabbit there really adorable <3
hope next time, u are here....  :D
all these are picture i took at the trip...
Enjoy ^^