30.12.11

最终还是自己一个人伤心...
没力了...
也许只有你会了解我...
今天又在你面前哭了...
以前发生过的东西..
祷告的时候全部在我脑海里出现了...
真的很感谢你...
祷告后真的好了很多...
我爱你啊!!!
冷静一下，用一点时间收拾一下心情,发泄一下...
就应该没事了吧...

Finally back to normal...

Wasai....
long time no go church jor....
miss church vry much :(
Recently, plenty of thing just keep my mind busy....
but thx God...
he gave me peace to finally do something right...
all the photo....
all the post...
all thing about u...
make me feel...
U're happier without me...
So, i decided...
to follow god will...
be back friend...
maybe make me feel better...
haiz...
dun wan think to much liao la...
just pass everything to god... ^^
pray only la....

心真的很乱...
知到别人对自己喜欢的人所我爱你这三个字...
如果是你，你会怎样？
不懂为什么，就是越来越没有安全感...
很讨厌这种感觉... :(
真的很想把一切的东西喊出来啊!!!
家庭已经是这样了...
我真的不懂我还能怎样....
I really really like you, but the thing is I'm scared
cuz i don't want to lose you, what we have is rare
we have the perfect relationship now, just being friends
but if we go to the next level, will i lose you in the end?

Dai b, Dai b ^^

the spaces between my fingers are right where
yours fit perfectly

傻瓜，
每一次都要别人担心你...
担心你出事，担心你离开我...
真的很怕你不见叻…
你啊…
再想多一点就不要你了啦…
两年罢了嘛…
还有这么多年要陪我走,现在等一下都不能meh??
牧师都讲我是好人咯，一定会陪你走到最后的啦…
两年里面我也会在你身边陪着你，保护你，做你的避风港…
你害怕什么?  - . -''
虽然我懂我很多人追啦……  XP
但是我心里面的永远只能够装下你这个笨头笨脑的傻瓜……
谢谢你给我的一切 ><
马沁莹，我爱你！！ <3
我的手两年后等你来牵……

you're my destiny

童话般的爱情...

I might been in love before,
but it never felt this strong...^^
u changed my life, my character in a good way...
really hope we can live happily ever after in this world...
just like in bed time stories ><
sweet u know ~
the book that u introduce...
actually makes me understand many things...
Sry i cheated u several times just for fun ><
love really need to be honest to each other...
so..
promise u next time i wont cheat u anymore larr...
and once i promise, i never break it ^^

Holiday vacation

Port Dickson....
get a nice view of sunset here....
and the hotel(thistle) is really BEST!!!
got jacuzzi there, the beach are not perfect, but nice...
second day still safe a bat from getting throw into the rubbish bag by room service de worker...XD
and also went to petting zoo....
the rabbit there really adorable <3
hope next time, u are here....  :D
all these are picture i took at the trip...
Enjoy ^^

Broga hiLL @@

just like a dream...
this monday..
from about 3am to 7am, waiting for the church van... -.-'
fortunately, still have winnie accompany most of the time at church..
but the trip to broga hill cancel after hour of waiting...
means we need to stuck in NZX until 5pm....bad luck right??
hehe..
we spend our time walking around the complex when almost all shop are close...
chatting with each other ^^
and found a really interesting book about god and love at a book store :)
really enjoying the time spending with u, including finding the basketball court that we have no idea where it is XD, and enjoying drinks at full house....
every moment with u is just like a sweet dream...
I just cant imagine my life without u...
the happiness that u brought to me is everything...^^
Jesus brought u into my life for some reason...
although i duuno what is the reason...
but i really thanked God every day when i pray just because u're still with me....
the best gift from God for me is u...
Hope our relationship last FOREVER..<3


It is said there are Angels
In Heaven above
And they shine with the light
Of an inner love

Of these things
I had not a clue
But that was
Before I found you

For in you I’ve found
A love that is so right
It shines all around
With the brightest of light

It comes from somewhere
So deep within
That it has no beginning
And knows no end

Your love is a light
That brightens each day
Of all of the people
You see on your way

Where ever you go
Or whatever you do
All see the love
That you have inside you

That God sent you here
To a place where you’d be
Sharing such love
With someone like me

Is proof for me
That angels exist
And are filled with a love
That no man could resist

I thank God each day
For finding the time
For looking down on me
And making you mine

So yes there are Angels
In heaven above
I know because God
Sent me one to love

first step into my life><...

this girl is the one who make me cr8 this blog...
actually i didn't have a blog..
so i cr8 this just for u...
now u know the reason why i can't let u see my blog before my birthday ><
need a long time to make it perfect for u....^^